Wow, I made it. I took my test and by some miracle I passed it. All week I've been studying as much as I could stand. I discovered the website study.com last Sunday and I took so many quizzes and practice tests through that site. It had 14 chapters and 145 total, 5 question quizzes over each subsection. Initially I wasn't going to try to take them all but as the test approached I pushed through and did almost all of them in the last two days and retook them until I got a 80% or higher. I also studied through other websites and purchased 4 practice tests. The subject matter was the same but the tests were so different from each other and the things tested on were the same but different. It's really hard to explain. Even with all of that prep when I actually took the real praxis test so many questions were on things I hadn't even seen before. I wasn't sure if I was going to pass it but I did. I still feel like I won't really believe it until I get my official scores but the screen said 172 and I had to get a 153 so I think I'm safe! Directly after the test I didn't feel the relief like I thought I would, I actually cried a little bit because it was so hard. It took my body a long time to feel okay from the stress of it all. I was exhausted and slept on and off for the next 4 hours!
Overall work was okay last week so that was good and I could focus on my test. I have one mean scary high school student who I generally just avoid and let her do her thing. Last week I had to confront her because she was cutting with the knife in a really unsafe way and she was arguing with me over it and we were going back and forth and finally she just gave in. So stressful. She was pretty awful on Friday as well. I'm not quite sure how to handle it yet. I don't have her in person until Wednesday so I'm going to try to not think about it until then. After spring break I will have her everyday so I will have to work something out with her or the rest of the school year will be awful in that class.
This week I have to figure out my lessons for having all of my students back in person after Spring Break. It's going to be so weird! I'm going to be anxious to get that initial week over with and figure out a new normal.
The principal is working on trying to get me to stay on full time at North. I'm a category 1 teacher because I was only hired on for the year so I'm at the very bottom of the totem pole BUT I'm in a highly specialized area that is hard for principal's to fill so he's trying to use that to negotiate with the District. I think he's scared I'm going to go get a job somewhere else if they don't offer me a job soon which is probably true. I haven't been too worried about it because I was only worrying about passing my test but now I will start worrying about if I need to get applications out there or not. We will see.
We were going to puppysit over Spring break and my kids were so excited but my friend's family were exposed to Covid and now they have to cancel their plans. Gabby cried for a long time. So that is a big bummer.
Scott's 40th birthday is coming up so he is planning a family trip. I've already arranged for my sub. We are going to take a road trip and see the grand canyon among other things...I think. Something to look forward to!
Ryan thinks he has to wear his mask outside. He will even go get a mask to put on before he walks out to the shed. Oy! Such weird times.
My friend Krista had door dash dinner delivered. It was enough food for an army. She is so kind, generous, and thoughtful.
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Ryan's cat and the hat. He said his teacher helped him with step by step instructions. I don't know how much she helped but this is so good! |
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"Mom, guess how many coats I have on?" I guess he left jackets at school and wore them all home on Friday so he could bring them home. It's three in case you are wondering. "I'm hot." I bet! |
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He wanted me to take this picture. Ha. |
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Gabby's picture. |
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The weather was SO nice yesterday. Gabby made the kids a picnic. |
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Ha. Scott snagged this pic. This was me for a lot of the day yesterday. He also bought me some flowers. |
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Scott's honeyberry bush has new shoots. He's very excited! |
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My test was at home yesterday because of Covid so Scott had to take the kids away. They went to Cabelas. It's like the zoo. Ha. |